music is dangerous.

it holds memories and forgotten feelings like a sonic sponge

you can squeeze whenever you masochistically please.

there are songs and entire albums i can’t listen to anymore

because, i might, on hearing them find myself composing lyrical emails.

♫ ♫ sade and jay….

beyond amaze.

actually, i need a new word for amaze.

30 Day Challenge: Day 16- your views on main stream music.

some artists get more commerical play than they deserve because they are more ‘relate-able’ whatever- we all have music that moves us. i am very much diversified. i listen to EVERYTHING.

however, my most favorite mainstream artist, goes by the name of marshall mathers.  thats right. mainstream hip-hop. i’ve been a steady, loyal fan since he came out 10 years ago. he’s witty, intelligent, funny and i just love him. if he were a beatle, he’d have been my most favorite beatle. like honestly, if i ever had a last wish granted for me, it would be to have a conversation with him.

yes, there are so many talented people out there, but honestly, i could live off of his albums, and his albums alone, for the rest of my life & be perfectly content.

so i leave you with the songs that are the closest to my heart, for a plethora of reasons.

The Way I Am - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mQvteoFiMlg

Kim - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v3tlPgLPdV8

Stan - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aSLZFdqwh7E&ob=av2e

3am - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=11_EOYYr2OM

I Still Dont Give A Fuck - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wIQWRHJq_kE&ob=av2n

Sing For The Moment - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D4hAVemuQXY&ob=av2e

Criminal - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nDAOoj4sTyc

Marshall Mathers - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KxzZ2zJLmZ8

Till I Collapse - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P3oBZ4_TNys

‘97 Bonnie & Clyde - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HeXYMUiN7SY

No Love - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KV2ssT8lzj8

30 Day Challenge: Day 11 - put your ipod on shuffle and write 10 songs that pop up.

  1. please don’t go - mike posner; my x sent me this song the other day. its addictive
  2. son of a gun - the vaselines; this band is growing on me
  3. heavy hearts - the morning benders; i adore these cali boys
  4. mess around - ray charles; this jam is self-explanatory. its ray charles!
  5. stereo love - edward maya ft alicia; reminds me of a russian restaurant. don’t ask.
  6. i got a man - positive k; old school flava! “whatcha man got to do with me?!?”
  7. scream - kelis; this lady is a true innovator. adore her.
  8. kim - marshall mathers; BEST BREAK-UP SONG EVER.
  9. give in to me - michael jackson; rip <3
  10. feeling good - nina simone; nothing like a good soul song to get the am started.

JAM OF THE DAY :

until the day i die -storyoftheYEAR

i’m going to see these studs tonight! so in honor, they shall be todays jump off… bc who doesn’t love themselves emo-rock once in a while ?

JAM OF THE DAY :

i learned the hard way -sharonJONES&theDAPkings

if you don’t know, now you know. legit the female ray charles of our generation. enjoy xx

OLD SCHOOL JAM OF THE DAY :

*everything is everything -lauryenhill

*because, it is.

cosmic love

free florence & the machine download! yay*

http://t.opsp.in/JqZ8

JAM OF THE DAY :

half light II -arcadefire


Beach House &amp; The National concert tomorrow @ prospect park&#8230; it&#8217;s going to be a good fucking time.
for some reason, people are showering me with concert tickets - i have a pretty nifty line up from July - October.
7/27 - National &amp; Beach House
7/30 - Black Eyed Peas*
8/4   - Hot Chip 
8/9   - Story Of The Year
8/11 - Maroon 5*
8/12 - Rihanna
9/12 - Eminem &amp; Jay Z
10/6 - Miike Snow
*provided by potential dates.
Maroon 5 dude is a little over bearing, very over the top; a very nice guy, but I feel like he tries TO HARD.
Black Eyed Peas dude is taking me to dinner this saturday, based on how that goes, I will decide wether or not to take him up on his offer. He works in the music biz so at the very least, maybe we can remain friends, he is a sweet guy and super interested - he asks me about 948349384 questions a day; Patti Stanger says &#8220;when he asks a million questions, he&#8217;s looking for a wife&#8221; &amp; I totally agree -
Lately i&#8217;ve been on this whole &#8220;i don&#8217;t want to date anyone&#8221; kick; for no particular reason, as I am enjoying being selfish. I also feel like dating is so similar to going on a job interview - you ask the questions you&#8217;re most interested in &amp; right now, there&#8217;s only so much a girl could handle.
I definitely know what I am looking for &amp; if i don&#8217;t feel a connection right away, I don&#8217;t bother entertaining the idea that &#8220;it will come&#8221; as there is one important thing I have learned &amp; that is you cant fake chemistry and as sweet as it may be to think that feelings will just develop I don&#8217;t believe that to be true.
I have a feeling Maroon 5 won&#8217;t happen. I am regretting the decision to see him already. He gives me anxiety. 
o lawd, will ya just throw me a bone&#160;?

Beach House & The National concert tomorrow @ prospect park… it’s going to be a good fucking time.

for some reason, people are showering me with concert tickets - i have a pretty nifty line up from July - October.

  • 7/27 - National & Beach House
  • 7/30 - Black Eyed Peas*
  • 8/4   - Hot Chip 
  • 8/9   - Story Of The Year
  • 8/11 - Maroon 5*
  • 8/12 - Rihanna
  • 9/12 - Eminem & Jay Z
  • 10/6 - Miike Snow

*provided by potential dates.

Maroon 5 dude is a little over bearing, very over the top; a very nice guy, but I feel like he tries TO HARD.

Black Eyed Peas dude is taking me to dinner this saturday, based on how that goes, I will decide wether or not to take him up on his offer. He works in the music biz so at the very least, maybe we can remain friends, he is a sweet guy and super interested - he asks me about 948349384 questions a day; Patti Stanger says “when he asks a million questions, he’s looking for a wife” & I totally agree -

Lately i’ve been on this whole “i don’t want to date anyone” kick; for no particular reason, as I am enjoying being selfish. I also feel like dating is so similar to going on a job interview - you ask the questions you’re most interested in & right now, there’s only so much a girl could handle.

I definitely know what I am looking for & if i don’t feel a connection right away, I don’t bother entertaining the idea that “it will come” as there is one important thing I have learned & that is you cant fake chemistry and as sweet as it may be to think that feelings will just develop I don’t believe that to be true.

I have a feeling Maroon 5 won’t happen. I am regretting the decision to see him already. He gives me anxiety. 

o lawd, will ya just throw me a bone ?

all you need is a dream & a lover, take my hand cause i know what you’re going through.

JAM OF THE DAY : where i’m going -cutcopy

one word.

HOLYMOTHEREFFINGORGASMAMAZEBALLTASTIC !

JAM OF THE DAY :

sex on fire -KOL

they are brilliant live & seriously, how sexy is Caleb Followill ?

JAM OF THE DAY:

crave you -fighting facilities

OLD SCHOOL JAM OF THE WEEK:

young hearts, run free - Kym Mazelle

NIGHTNIGHT by DEDDY