slow dancing in a burning room

Dec 11

“Dare I say I miss him? I do. I miss him. I still see him in my dreams. They are nightmares mostly, but nightmares tinged with love. Such is the strangeness of the human heart.” Yann Martel, Life of Pi (via quotewhore)

no matter how many times did you told me you wanted to leave
no matter how many breaths that you took you still couldn’t breath
no matter how many nights did you lie, i’d wait to the sounds of pausing rain
where did you go? where did you go?
heart beat, a heart beat, i need a heart…
tell me would you kill to save your life?
tell me would you kill to prove your right?
crash, crash, burn let it all burn
this hurricane chasing us, so long to cry
no matter how many days i die, i will never forget
no matter how many lies i live, i will never regret
theres a fire inside, of this heartin a riot, about to explode into flames
where is you God?
where is you God?
where is you God…?
do you really want?
do you really want me?
do you really want me dear?

do you really want?
a heart beat, a heart beat, i need a heart beat
you know i gotta leave, i can’t stay, i know i gotta go, i can’t stay

tell me would you kill to save your life?
tell me would you kill to prove your right?
crash, crash, burn, let it all burn, if sorry can’t fix the things i so long to cry

You say you wrong, you wrong, I’m right, I’m right, you’re wrong, we fight
Ok, I’m running from the light, running from the day to night
Oh, the quiet silence defines our misery
The riot inside keeps trying to visit me
No matter how we try, it’s too much history
Too many bad notes playing in our symphony
So let it breathe, let it fly, let it go
Let it fall, let it crash, burn slow
And then you call upon God
You call upon God

tell me would you kill to save your life
tell me would you kill to prove your right
crash crash buuurn, let it all burn, if sorry can’t change things i so long to cry

-hurricane; 30STM ft KW

junglejustine:

Jared Leto.

Can I have you? Can I drown in those deep blue eyes?

Artist / Photographer Guido Mocafico.

mister right.

so your best friend calls you hysterically crying because once again, her current plus one has left her disappointed and alone….whilst searching for words of encouragement, from one single gal to another, it just made me wonder…

so we live in NYC… and everyone knows that NYC ‘is where dreams are made of’ everyone, all over the world knows there is no place like it…. however, the problem with the MEN in NYC, is that, they are all searching for something ‘better’ what may I ask is better ?

“younger, prettier, smarter, well educated, funnier, shorter, taller, longer, freakier, sexier, fatter, curly hair, straight hair, fire crotch, cougar, studio apt or 3 bedroom apt by her lonesome, hot friends, ugly friends, missing teeth, pearly whites, ceo, bartender at their favorite dive bar” i’m geniunely interested in what you ‘men’ out there are waiting for ?

arent you interested in someone who will make you laugh, or feel comfortable enough to not judge you if your so inclined as to shedding a tear whilst watching The Notebook? (that did happen, i have proof) or how about someone who actually enjoys watching the giants kick some ass on sunday ??

there are millions of single men out there on this tiny little island and just as many single women - funny how everyone is in the search of their ‘soulmate’ yet some are having a problem getting a second date.

post my X i found this guy, he made me laugh so hard, he had me giggly with excitement - and then he dropped the bomb “im not into relationships” but why? i asked… to which he could not respond. this handsome devil could barely come up with a reason. we enjoyed each others company, had awesome chemistry, understood each other on a personal level - yet and still, decided to come and go as he pleased…. i, allowed this ‘behavior’ because really, what was i supposed to do ? i was in no position to be throwing out ultimatiums.. so instead of fighting him on it, i went about my business, dated a plethora of enjoyable men, even began to re-date my X ! but he was always in the back of my brain, because for a reason unbeknown to myself, i had HOPE. shit, i still have hope!

amidst all of the heartbreak and tears, at the end of the day, its all we can have. i tried to explain this to my chosen soul mate (the bff) to which she had a hard time grasping, but who can blame her? after years of disappointment, how can you hold onto to something like that. in theory, its a magical thought, in a 26yo adult woman, not so much…..

and the end of the day, i am still positive there is someone for everyone, if some of these dark creatures (aka godawful humans) can find their prince charming, my delectable group of loved ones, myself included, can find ours.

so you wise dolls out there, what are some comforting words of wisdom you were offered while you were down & out ? what stuck with you whilst searching for ‘mr. right’ ?

-k

Dec 10

theworldwelivein:

Snow waves in Norway
© Kursiv

“You should eat to fill your stomach, not your soul. And drink to numb your thirst, not your pain.” via: I wrote this for you (via kari-shma) (via quote-book)

Fantastic news!

UCLA researchers have discovered that stem cells can be engineered to kill HIV as the equivalent of a genetic vaccine! Scott Kitchen, assistant professor of medicine in the division of hematology and oncology, explains:

“We have demonstrated in this proof-of-principle study that this type of approach can be used to engineer the human immune system, particularly the T-cell response, to specifically target HIV-infected cells.

These studies lay the foundation for further therapeutic development that involves restoring damaged or defective immune responses toward a variety of viruses that cause chronic disease, or even different types of tumors.”

Talk about an amazing breakthrough!

They’re getting closer and closer to a cure thanks to stem-cell research!

Dec 9

thedailywhat:

Photo of the Day: The Hubble Space Telescope’s recently-installed Wide Field Camera 3 captures the deepest view of the Universe to date.

“We can now look even further back in time, identifying galaxies when the Universe was only 5% of its current age - within one billion years of the Big Bang,” says Dr. Daniel Stark of the Institute of Astronomy in Cambridge. “These are some of the most distant, and perhaps the most galaxies distant yet seen.”

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